Timeline: AU from the end of The Choice

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I tried cremation once. It is... not to be recommended. At least, not whilst one is still alive.

Sometimes... sometimes I remember.

In the middle of the night. Waking up sweating. Screaming.

Trying to forget.

Having died, I do make no plan to try it again or for what will happen to my body afterwards

I would like to think not, but am all too aware that would be a lie. Ella can, by charm or argument or simply by holding her position until I give in.

Some would wonder where my pride is, to be ruled by a slip of a girl, but to those that question that my reply is simple - pride is empty and holds little comfort. It does not keep you warm at night.

And I have missed out on so much of that. I am not willing to miss out on more simply because I am too stubborn to back down from a disagreement.

Written for: couples_therapy week 36
Word Count: 153
Prompt: 36.1 Reluctant

There are times I am very reluctant about my relationship with Ella.

It’s not because I don’t… feel strongly for her, but because I do. I don’t want to get involved because I don’t want her getting hurt. Logically I know that she is in no more danger than she ever was, but I feel… responsible, I suppose.

It is a combination of a residue of my position as captain, of being used to being responsible, and the small fact I am twelve cycles older than she is.

Which brings me neatly to another reason I am reluctant to get involved – I’m too old for her.

Too old, too jaded.

I feel the difference in age as keenly as I do the long time we spent apart. She has wasted too much time over me. She needs to find someone else. Younger, with less ghosts.

But I am reluctant to let her go.

Written for: theatrical_muse #253
Prompt: Awesome
Word Count: 207

Awesome... when I try and describe what it is like being linked to Talyn, awesome comes fairly close. Nothing can encapsulate it entirely – it is beyond description. I feel more, see further. My hearing is sharper. But those are merely physical senses and my... union with Talyn goes beyond the physical.

Our very minds are joined. I know what he is thinking and vice versa. We know each other in a way that only other beings that have a symbiotic relationship can possibly understand.

Through him I have rediscovered my sense of wonder. Little things capture his attention – the gleam of light on planetary rings, the orbit of a comet, the swirl of a nebula – all things I have seen but never paid attention to.

I am seeing the universe as a child would, and it fills me with awe and excitement.

Then there is Starburst.

If I struggle to put our connection in words, then I have no hope in explaining how Starburst feels. The thrill is incredible – we race through space and my skin prickles with the friction. My heart races in time with his engines and in the pure joy of just being.

I cannot describe it except that it makes me feel alive.

Written for: a_muse_meme vol1.week9
Word Count: 791
Characters: Bialar Crais, Ella Skye (OC)
Rating: PG-13
Warning: fluff and slight naughtiness

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Written for: a_muse_meme vol1.week9
Prompt: Weeping Angel
Word Count: 555

( he wonders why he has brought her here )

Written for: licenseartistic
Prompt: John Milton
Word Count: 1882

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Written for: a_muse_meme vol1.week8
Rating: PG-15
Word Count: 380

( a relationship by proxy because it is all he can have )

Written for: justprompts
Prompt: Set Fire to the Third Bar ~ Snow Patrol
Word Count: 487

( And pray that something picks me up )

Written for themuseswithin
Prompt: Courage is the power to let go of the familiar - Raymond Lindquist
Word Count: 1055
Notes: set after WiSC and extremely AU.

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01. Money.	02. Dark.	03. Change.	04. Simple.	05. Mail.
06. Different.	07. Friends.	08. Past.	09. Future.	10. Spring.
11. Summer.	12. Autumn.	13. Winter.	14. Ice.	15. Warmth.
16. Television.	17. Memory.	18. Holiday.	19. School.	20. Unemployed.
21. Parents.	22. Drive.	23. Signs.	24. Play.	25. Alone.

Lovers
Awkward
Present
Trip
Writer's choice.
Writer's choice.
Writer's choice

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author: cptbialarcrais
fandom: farscape
claim: farscape: cpt bialar crais

Written for: justprompts
Prompt: "Ten ways to say goodbye"
Word Count: 639

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Written for: lover100
Character: Ella Skye
Prompt: 19 Grace
Series: 4/100
Setting: 16 years after All Out of Faith, post-Into the Lions' Den (Farscape season 3)

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